My world

Ok so I'm up with a meme.

Yes I've get into Transformers, yes I got into transformers slash and yes I slash human/autobot.
Man I never thought that with twins my perviness ended and now I see that my perviness just doesn't have a bottom.

Rules

1] Pick a fandom or pairing
2] But you playlist on random
3] White a scene that goes with the song- or something that you come up with because of it. You only have as long as the song to write the scene. Do not linger after the music stops, do not choose a different song just because it ‘does not fit’.
4] Do five songs
5]Have fun!

Pairing/Fandom- Bumblebee/Sam [Transformers: Movie ‘Verse]

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I'm damn sad. Me and my hubb had a bit of dissagreement yesterday which ended in fullblown word-fight and I ended up sad, teary and with my heart broken.

It's good there are people who still understand me but I fucking need a hug.
Online talk is not enough :/:/:/

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My fandom live seems to jump from one series to another. Lately I was in Manga and Anime mode, hunting all the latest yaoi, yuri, ecchi, josei mangas I could find and the world of the wizard lied deep inside me untouched but yesterday I felt that my M&A tank is full.
Apparently I lack the fuel in HP tank so now I'm hunting "Know it alls" searching for snarry stories in hope I will find inspiration to contiune the twins fic.
Damn, I have to search for my muse once again, she got lost somewhere between my head and the piece of paper I write on.

It's unfair reeally, life it is.
It seems that having great daughter and loving hubby should recompensate me everything that is wrong with my life.
Many things are falling apart, like my heart for example as well as my health. Life is throwing at me all the bad things.

I just got a bit happier just now, Someone just got my telepatic waves and got online.

Anyway, my daughter has chickenpox but it seams it's almost over already, few spots here and there, she really got it light. But because my parents was changing window she probably caught a cold and now she is sneezing and coughing and snoot hanging of her nose. Not a pretty picture, and I'm a bit afraid because colds ad chickenpox can be dangerous, and my peadiatrician is away from town ;_;

Wish my luck with bearing with life.

At a request of sapphire_pyro I played a bit with a certain picture, and this is what I did :P

You are free to use it as you please with a credit OFC ^^



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Ok so i should do something in the house and I ended up making icons instead - -'
SO here you are: icons from the last ep of 07 ghost.

Please credit me and if you want an textless Icon with a text of your choosing just comment with nr and text

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First of all I'm in love with '07 Ghost' manga/anime.
It's a funny, sf/fantasy series with lots of bishounens (And I mean lots) almost no womans and they dare to tell us it's not shonen-ai. Well it's offcialy not but who cares the hints are all there to see.
It has nice graphics, interesting storyline, magic, flying war-ships, good guys and bad guys and a pervy bishop named Frau (Woman in German). (My true love, oh wait he belongs to Teito. Crap!)
In my opinion it's a closetet shonen ai because there is damn scen where one guy says to another "I love you", and they sleep in one bed, and there are guys with flowers in their hair so please.

Second is Code Geass. CLAMP(That says it all right). It's Mecha, super powers, cute girls, cute boys and most of all good guys who arent so good and bad guys who arent so bad after all. It's all about relativity, angst, agression and what one could do for love. (Not in the context you think) Full of action, blood, mind-fucking beautifull graphics and interesting plot with many, many turns and surprises.

Third and probably most adorable is xxxHolic (CLAMP again). Magic, Japanese superstitions, hitsuzen (fate) and lot's of other not normal things. It's about "friendsip" at last officialy (It's CLAMP so subtext is everywhere) but please a friendship where guy is ready to give a life for another and is always by his side even though he is treated badly. That's SO much more than friendship. Doumeki and Watanuki is as canon as it's possible in non shounen-ai, and Yuuko is consantly hinting about being destinied for eachother...

so I ship Frau/Teito from 07G, because it's adorable, Suzaku/Lelouch because they love eachother so much they almost hate themselves, and Doumeki/Watanuki because they are sooooo canon. It's just Wata being obstinate. (Is feeling the plot-bunnies hoping around my head and tingling)

But now I'm onto my weasley-fest asignment. Damn but it's harder than I thought, words just don't want to cooperate with me.

It seems that my spine is a mess.
After it have hurt me for the last few weeks,I did an x-ray and it's in pretty bad shape.
I won't be able to work in some harder jobs, and taht means it will be hard to find any job at all :/
Now I'm on a sick leave. Good point is: I have a bit more time for my daughter and for myself. Bad points are: constant headaches, stiffing legs and arms. Not nice.

To lighten up this post I met a guy (my hubby's co-worker) who has laaaaaarge anime collection. ^__________________^
Me is happy. Me watched Code Geass - first series and is watching xxxHolic now.
There is nothing lige a good anime to make you smile. :P (And a person you can talk to about it ;p)

Teh Big Slash meme

Sorry for the spelling but my MSword is dead again, will spell check later...

Read and/or write? Read and write, depends on my mod.
Since when? Few days ago I found my slash story from 2002 so I started somewhere round 2001
How did you stumble into slash? My friend was into Yaoi and I got hooked because of her
Your first fandom and pairing: Dragon Ball Son Goten/Trunks (I think) But it was written in polish.
The first person you told about your new hobby: Don't remember.
The fandoms you read: Harry Potter and Stargate mostly but I did read Dragon Ball/Bleach/Naruto/Ouran
The fandoms you write: Harry Potter now but I wrote lots of Dragon Ball slash and a bit of Bleach, started few Stargate ones but never finished them.
Your favourite pairings: Harry/Snape/Twins in any combination, I enjoy Harry/Draco, and Harry or Snape with other weasley men as well.
Favourite genres: crack, PWP, fluff, adventure, First times ^^
Least favourite pairings: Harry/Ginny, Incest other than between weasley kids.
Least favourite genres: hmmm angst, but my fav story is very angsty so hmmm....
What makes a story good? Humour, and when author can describe sex, kisses and other activities of this kind in a way that awakes the butterflies in my stomach.
What makes a story bad? Lack of descriptions (only dialogs) bad formaing (no acapits or too long acapits) and when it's not spellchecked.
The best author: barbarella, Cybele, Telanu
Why? Mostly because their way with words and describing emotions are breathaking.
The best story you've ever read: "The road to hell" series by cybelle, "Tea series" by Telanu
The worst author: I don't remeber bad fics because I stop reading them as soon as I realize they are bad.
Why? See above
The worst story you've ever read: See above
The best story you have written: 'Fucking x-mas" in polish. (IMO)
The worst story you have written: Many....
Do you leave feedback? Yes if I really like somethinig.
Do you get feedback? Yeah ;) a bit but I'd love to get some more.
Do you have a favorite kink? Dirty talk and light D/S
Does something squick you? Many things, Parent/kid incest, hard BDSM bestiality, watersports, scat and etc.
Is slash simply sex? No. Slash is the whole load of emotions behind the characters
Is slash a way of life? YES! And a way of looking at people ;P
How much time do you spend reading/writing? Much more than I actualy should.
Do you have RL friends who slash? YES! No :( *Is sad*
Have you made online friends through slash? Yes, I think
Do you think slash is just a phase? Fore me, after eight years of slashing, I don't think so. For some, maybe.
Could you simply stop slashing? Naaaah One way or other I will always be slashing, even if only the real guys ;P
What do you think about...
Ratings G to PG-13 Eh. Crack fics and really good stories (reced by someone) but I tend to avoid them.
Ratings R to NC-17 YES! GIVE ME SOME SMUT!
AUs Why not
ARs Why not
Crackfics Yes:D
Porn ABSOLUTELY!
Angst Little angst is good, only angst is baaad.
Mush Yup!
Love I like some love but It's not necesary.
Romance Hells yeah.
BDSM Sometimes...
Darkfics Naaaah
Deathfics Red one, but it was really good.
Non consensual/rape I prefere dub-con
Rape recovery Only if the rape isn't described in the actual story.
FPS Huh? O_o
RPS YES YES YES!
RPG I wsh I had time to do it.
First times Oh yes.
Established relationships Yeah
Threesomes Purrrrs YES!
m/m slash OH YES!
femmeslash Yummy also but only in small quantities
Slashing a children's book/movie why not ;P
Chanslash sometimes...
Explicit sex Yes please.
The importance of charactarization Yes please!
OOCness Why not, especially when it's crack-fic
Canon: yes, Up until the de-Freding incident that DIDN'T HAPPEN!
Fanon: YES YES YES!
Cliches: They exist to make life easier.
Supernatural: It's magic in the air...
MPREG Heh why not, from time to time
Wingfics: eeerm what's that? O_o
Genderfuck Hyhy yup...
Crossovers Yay for the Stargate/Harry Potter x-overs
Group Slut Fics :P~~~~
Incest Twincest, give some TWINCEST!!!!! Yeah.. *droools* But only when it don't involve parent/kid (yuck)
May/December eeeeee.. (is dumb for not knowing what you mean)
Het pairings in a slash fic: why not
Plot:Plot yes when it's intersting but PWPs are <3
PWPs SMUT! SMUT! SMUT! *__*
WIPs mhm...
LJ fics and communities Definitely YES!
Mailing lists O_o
Big Name Fans: O_o

Politics in a slash story: naaaah to ugly...
Religion in a slash story: uum yes... unfortunately I written some slash that is pure blaspehmy >_<
Wake up Gay hmmmm
And finally....
Your pet peeve: Lack of free time for slash ;P
Your advice to new slashers: Read, learn, and never think you are to good to improve, you always can improve something, and GODS! Grammar, spelling and formating are your friends;D At last get a beta and then wriet write write, practice makes prfect.
Your slash wish list: I need a good, (long), plausible, Harry/Snape/Twins fic.
The best slash archive: When it have slash, it's good;P
The worst slash arcive: none.

There is this bright shadr of past that i can't rid of.
It's permanently stuck in my heart splitting it in two.
Every day and almost every night it breaks my heart making me ache so badly I almost cry.

I wish this shard could once again became a beautiful stained glass it once were. It's impossible for so many reasons.

My friend told me to throw away a thing that still connected the shard with the past. It's so hard, so painful to destroy this conection, thousand's 'what ifs' are stopping me from severing the link.

Why do I have to cry over a string of numbers?
Why have I created the stained glass when it was sure it will be eventually destroyed.
Why have I picked up this shard?

I need some love and tenderness. I can't live without a hug.

Because it was to long since I posted the last one.

Post a single sentence from each WIP you have (or as many as you want to pick). No context, no explanations. No more than one sentence!


If I was to put here all of my WIP it'd take some time so I just decided to check only the notebooks I had ready at hand. I just have to warn you that beta versions of my writings usually contains very long sentences.

1. Well I was trying to suggest to let her watch the three of us.

2. Jamie, I'm hard from gods know how long so get it on!

3. My wings got grey, I stole the car with a driver, my friends were with me, we drove to the depths of underground city.

4. The only thing Karin remembered from her mother's funeral was her golden hair scattered inside the pine coffin and Alika's warm arms holding her in the gloomy cementery.

5. He could imagine the Hogwart's shock when Harry and Draco entered the great hall holding hands.

6. Severus thought that it's better to have such a foe like Voldemort than such friend like himself.

7. Kurapica laid down on the hard bed, it was always better than wet ground or stone floor, and there was something to cover.

8. He came, as always, dressed in his bright orange suit, patched so often, one could say it was made of patches, but it wasn't his color, really.

9. It felt as the silence settled down like dust on the heavy curtains, dark fluffy carpet and the whole furniture, making atmosphere heavy and unbeareable for unaccustomed to it.

10. First of all Arthur didn't disappear, he was kidnapped.

For now there is a chance of finishing one or two of them ;) guess witch. :P

My work is exhausting me, after two days of working about 20 hours straight with only 4 hours sleep I'm almost dead. I caught some sleep today and I had a rather nice dream.

You know my dreams are sometimes continuous, as if i watched another episode of some story.

And there is this story about Vegarians - the aliens who helps people to discover and control their psychic abilities.

People who has contorl over their abilities already and can communicate directly with Vegarians are called Vegans and they are an Elite of the Human Race.
In this story I'm usually one of the Vegans who leads pople to the chamber below the surface of earth where the alien Teachers wait for humans to teach them.
Today I was my own daughter, and I had an exam which was supposed to decide if I can learn or not. An ugly exam, really, containing drowning, killing, kidnaping etc.


There is this scene in my head with Twins and Percy which is screaming at me to write it already but I really don't have strength and time to do it. Today was the second time since last week when I saw my daughter and It's for few hours only :/ I miss her

Hello there!
I'm happy happy happy I'm writing twin-smut again! Yay! Wrote a nice wall!sex scene yesterday evening, a bit more plot and I'll be able to post next chapter of Silver Thoughts.

Now to the test. ;)

Your result for Are You Obsessed With Harry Potter?...

Unnaturally Harry Potter Obsessed

77% Obsessed!

Take Are You Obsessed With Harry Potter? at HelloQuizzy

I knew it before I took the test, but it's always good to have it proven right XD

Fuck!
What the hell is happening with YouTube?! One can't even watch a fan-made clip with any background music! It's fucking unbelivable.
I understand it (kinda) but I'm afraid It'll lead to destruction of YT because fandom members will flee it.
I never thouht something like this could happen, and I'm angry I didn't download my favourite ones.
Damn.

Yup, I'm ill, my hubby is and my daughter to. I have a sick-leave to sunday (so probably this work won't last for longer than month, Crap!) But I'm almost daying with 39 degrees teprature in bed, terribly sore throat, full sinuses and awful cough... you can imagine right?
My daughter after three days of going to creche got ill to now she is ill with me and my huuby is ill probably to make aus feel better... or maybe he just cought it from us.
Anyway It's good I have my notebook, or I'd be grounded in my bed without any contacy with the world.

XOXO (or maybe not because you can catch the flu too)

Ok so my free time is gone and if it's not, I sleep it through.
I promise I will try, emphasis on 'try', to write some more Twins-stuff.

I found a job, but only for a month and I start at 5:30 so every time I come back home I'm dead tired.
My daughter started going to creche and she is not to happy about that, and did I mention I'm tired?

Ok so see you soon... or not so soon.

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Hello minna-san!


Finally after long long loooong time I found some time to come here and not without a reason.


Everything is revealed on hp_yule_balls so I can tell that I wrote "Dragon Handlers" It was written for someone but sadly this someone drop out of the exchange and eventually it became a gift for the community.



Title: Dragon Handlers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s):Harry/Draco, Charlie/Draco, Charlie/Harry/Draco

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Tuesday I ruled Iran as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Monday I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). Last Thursday I pulled askerian's hair (-5 points). In April I helped wakisashi_girl see the light (8 points). In March I committed genocide... Sorry about that, anal_cram_ink (-5000 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-5309 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, aniay

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